It's my Birthday.

Hai. Today is my 21st birthday. Suppose to be meaningful because it's 21st bday. It marks the start of adulthood. Many people will have big birthday parties and tonnes of friends celebrating with them. For me, well it is just another working day without any special celebration. I started my day @ 0630hrs, going to camp. While in camp, i am no longer a DyS1 as my boss said that i can cross over fully to S3 branch. It seemed to me that i have no place in S1 branch anymore. In S3 branch? No quite as i dun really blend in well there. So i became a floating officer. Being the only GFAC trained officer, i am quite in high demand. i can see that my CO have high expectation of me as i was the top trainee in the course and this is my 2nd ATEC. So the irony is, being a person in demand i have no place to go. i hang around the battalion studying for tmr's test. I have no men to command. i carried the GS TABLE AND BENCH all by myself, Setting up my test station and printing all the labels all alone. every single thing i have to do it myself, from drawing of map, to preparing the stations all alone. So my 21st bday i spent on doing SAI kang (shit jobs). no one in the battalion remembers my bday, not even my boss. Oh well. fark it. hai~ morale super ultra low. but i must thank god for giving me friends that remember my bday. although it is just a simple sms but it brightened up the gloomy day a little. my 21st bday going to end without any party, without any bday gifts and without a good dinner (i tot my mom will @ least prepare some nice dinner but it was just some leftovers from yesterday) Oh well.... not a very good start into adulthood. for those who are turning 21, i prayed hard that your day will be a fulfiling 1, dun be like mine. it's really miserable....