I Love Nature
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Jay Chou!
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YOU HAVE YOUR VALUE

Twenty Dollars A speaker started off his seminar by holding up a $20 note. In the room of 200, he asked. "Who would like this $20?" Peoples started raising their hands. He said, "I am going to give this $20 to one of you - but first, let me do this." He began to crumple the 20 dollar note. Then he asked. "Who still wants it?" Still there were hands raised. "Well," he replied, "what if I do this?" He dropped it on the ground and started to grind it into the floor with his shoe. He picked it up, now crumpled and dirty. "Now, who still wants it?" Still the hands remained in the air. "My friends, you have all learned a very valuable lesson. No matter what I did to the money, you still wanted it because it did not decrease in value. It was still worth $20. Many times in our lives, we are dropped, crumpled, and ground into the dirt by the decisions we make and the circumstances that come our way. We feel as though we are worthless; but no matter what has happened or what will happen, you will never lose your value. Dirty or clean, crumpled or finely creased, you are still priceless to those who love you. The worth of our lives comes, not in what we do or who we know, but by ...WHO WE ARE. You are special - don't ever forget it." Cheers

She's the one
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Toujou again!
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Girls in Kimono. I always feel that girls in Kimono or Yutaka are irresistable! haha! Too much into japanese culture i guess!
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Aya TouJou!
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Ichigo 100% Volume 15!
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You know... we are only young once... and when we passed the age we can't get back what we had lost. Friendship and Love are sweet when you are in Middle school and High School. I simply love this manga! Ichigo 100%
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Ichigo 100%. Don't you sometimes wish you were the guy in this story?
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Tribute to Nice Guys

This is a tribute to the nice guys. The nice guys that finish last, that never become more than friends, that endure hours of whining and bitching about what assholes guys are, while disproving the very point. This is dedicated to those guys who always provide a shoulder to lean on but restrain themselves to tentative hugs, those guys who hold open doors and give reassuring pats on the back and sit patiently outside the changing room at department stores. This is in honor of the guys that obligingly reiterate how cute/beautiful/smart/funny/sexy their female friends are at the appropriate moment, because they know most girls need that litany of support. This is in honor of the guys with open minds, with laid-back attitudes, with honest concern. This is in honor of the guys who respect a girls every facet, from her privacy to her theology to her clothing style.This is for the guys who escort their drunk, bewildered female friends back from parties and never take advantage once theyre at her door, for the guys who accompany girls to bars as buffers against the rest of the creepy male population, for the guys who know a girl is fishing for compliments but give them out anyway, for the guys who always play by the rules in a game where the rules favor cheaters, for the guys who are accredited as boyfriend material but somehow dont end up being boyfriends, for all the nice guys who are overlooked, underestimated, and unappreciated, for all the nice guys who are manipulated, misled, and unjustly abandoned, this is for you.This is for that time she left 40 urgent messages on your cell phone, and when you called her back, she spent three hours painstakingly dissecting two sentences her boyfriend said to her over dinner. And even though you thought her boyfriend was a chump and a jerk, you assured her that it was all ok and she shouldnt worry about it. This is for that time she interrupted the best killing spree youd ever orchestrated in GTA3 to rant about a rumor that romantically linked her and the guy she thinks is the most repulsive person in the world. And even though you thought it was immature and you had nothing against the guy, you paused the game for two hours and helped her concoct a counter-rumor to spread around the floor. This is also for that time she didnt have a date, so after numerous vows that there was nothing serious between the two of you, she dragged you to a party where you knew nobody, the beer was awful, and she flirted shamelessly with you, justifying each fit of reckless teasing by announcing to everyone: oh, but were just friends! And even though you were invited purely as a symbolic warm body for her ego, you went anyways. Because youre nice like that. The nice guys dont often get credit where credit is due. And perhaps more disturbing, the nice guys dont seem to get laid as often as they should. And I wish I could logically explain this trend, but I cant. From what I have observed on campus and what I have learned from talking to friends at other schools and in the workplace, the only conclusion I can form is that many girls are just illogical, manipulative bitches. Many of them claim they just want to date a nice guy, but when presented with such a specimen, they say irrational, confusing things such as oh, hes too nice to date or he would be a good boyfriend but hes not for me or he already puts up with so much from me, I couldnt possibly ask him out! or the most frustrating of all: no, it would ruin our friendship. Yet, they continue to lament the lack of datable men in the world, and they expect their too-nice-to-date male friends to sympathize and apologize for the men that are jerks. Sorry, guys, girls like that are beyond my ability to fathom. I cant figure out why the connection breaks down between what they say (I want a nice guy!) and what they do (Im going to sleep with this complete ass now!). But one thing I can do, is say that the nice-guy-finishes-last phenomenon doesnt last forever. There are definitely many girls who grow out of that train of thought and realize they should be dating the nice guys, not taking them for granted. The tricky part is finding those girls, and even trickier, finding the ones that are single. So, until those girls are found, I propose a toast to all the nice guys. You know who you are, and I know youre sick of hearing yourself described as ubiquitously nice. But the truth of the matter is, the world needs your patience in the department store, your holding open of doors, your party escorting services, your propensity to be a sucker for a pretty smile. For all the crazy, insane, absurd things you tolerate, for all the situations where you are the faceless, nameless hero, my accolades, my acknowledgement, and my gratitude go out to you. You do have credibility in this society, and your well deserved vindication is coming.

Hey Guys... i got it done... the radio blog. PLs click on the songs you like and listen to it... i try to put more songs. hee!
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Trying to Learn the hamster tennis!
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Chiong Ah!!!!
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She is the love of my life.
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MY-HIME. You guys should watch this as well. damn nice man.
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Cool isn't it? White colour shonobi suit..
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Sakura By Yami
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This is Gai - Sensei.
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The heart is broken but it still beats the same!

That is it... called her yesterday. got it trashed out. know what went wrong. i will move on from here, trying to forget that special person. it's painful................

I wish that i have a pair of wings so that i can take you to the sky, my dream and my hope 

NARUTO again? 

Brand New Start?

Sometimes when you set your mind to do something, you'll see things or hear things that will shake your determination. How weird can it be? In my last entry i was saying i will give her up but as i took a walk in town what i saw along the way were things that shake my grounds. "Success is never Ending and Failure is never Final". Guys, how any suggestion?

I prayed to GOD before i sleep last night. i gave thanks to lord for giving a chance to get into OCS, passing my SOC and my JCC and finally commissioned safely on the parade square. I gave thanks to lord for the friends i made along the way, for the best wing commander i met and the people who helped me along the way, pulling me and encouraging me. Thanks for never giving up on me. I gave thanks to such a nice family i have. I prayed also for all my family members, friends,mentor,instructors and superiors i have. I prayed specially for a few other people who are important in my life (no need to say, my family comes first). I prayed that my mentor will find a partner soon (i still think you shouldn't the 18 year old vietnam girl). I prayed for my good friend, HuiYing, thanks for being my listening ear all the time. i prayed for n******, thanks for all the things you done for me... i just realised that you have done a lot for me. haha.

Here you are
Daylight's star
Made out of miracles

Perfection
Of your own
You Alone
O so incredible

Eyes of pure
Deep azure
Quite unbelievable

The sun's daughter
You've been made
Not to fade
Quite inconceivable

GOOD DAY!

You Know it is hard Don't you?

Guys... you know to really like someone is really hard... really really hard. In front of my men i can command, i can shout and i blow at them if they make mistakes even if they are older. But in front of her i am so helpless like a child. Sometimes i wondered if she's ever touched by the things i done for her, the answer that most of the time i get is NO! Well that's life isn't it? I was telling my boss that day not to listen to one song for so long, in the end you'll miss other great songs. He shoots back at me, "How about you? it is the same for girls isn't it? if you wait for her too long, you'll miss other good girls as well isn't it?" I can not say anything because he is right. Well things are not as simple as that, how can you compare a song to a person although the logic is the same? She is special to me. Many people say that i go for her because of her looks, is that really the case? No doubt she is very sweet looking but i am sure i don't just go for looks. If i am that superficial, i won't have waited so long for her. Hai~ OK i admit it.... i am like a block, not very interesting, in fact boring. Maybe that's why i am not popular among the girls. People usually come to me because they need my help, this goes for that very special girl as well. I am glad that i can be of some help to her but at the same time i questioned " am i just a tool or what?" My 老婆 tells me that not to think to much and don't give up just yet. Well... i really dunnoe. I wanted to give up 了。 I am tired. Besides i am going for Ground Forward Air Controller (GFAC) soon. i may become DyS3 though i wished i dun kenna it. I enjoyed being DyS1. My name is also submitted for NDP parade. Hai~~ arrows are flying at me but i dun really mind because it is a learning experience, a journey that toughen me for the future. Guys if you know about N****** just keep to yourself ok? i can write all these here because i bet she doesn't come here, almost certain. I WILL LET MY HANDS GO THOUGH IT IS HARD AND PAINFUL....Ouch~!
A poem for her (although not written by me, it tells my story):

A Thousand Fair Suitors

A thousand fair suitors all stab at your heart
Those poets of movement and jockeys of art
The high-volume vendors who hustle romance
Splashing their canvas with color and dance

The blasters of trumpets, gold banners unfurled
They offer lush gardens in glistening worlds
Yes, bearers of torches and carvers of stone
Who whisper their sonnets and surrender their thrones

And there in your doorway, no shadow is cast
No lingering voices, no ghosts from the past
Just a cluster of walls, and a window of pain
Collecting the heartache like droplets of rain

Still I stand before you, with palms to the sky
No gold in my pocket, no thorn in my side
And all I can offer, where words have no place
Is a body that trembles, and this love that awaits

- Jeff Kurfess -

Friends or Enemies? 

Grown up Naruto 

Isn't she beautiful? Sakura San 

Remembered how you fell in LOVE?

Think back to de day when u first laid eyes on her. u found urself charmed by the way she talks, the way she dresses herself to show off her best features and the way she embraces life with her laughter. It seemed as if a mysterious "chemistry effect" has suddenly developed to draw you closer to her.You two then began to meet regularly, and u discover more things tt u admire about her. Her clever ideas, her healthy values and de way she stands up for you when others doubt you. You find yourself thinking of her not just as a normal friend, but a very gd friend. It is often during this period tt a boy and a gal will start thinking of bringing their friendship to another level. After all, the kind of wonderful experience u've between each other can only become even better if it develops into a romantic relationship. In other words, the feeling is really unique - no one else seems able to replace her in yourheart.So both of you agree to go be together & work even harder on the relationship. u "graduate" to become a couple, and are the envy of the sea of singles.When u Forget The FundamentalsHowever, at some point in ur relationship, u forgot how it all began.You start to take your partner for granted. Why can't she laugh in a moreladylike manner? Why doesn't she dress herself more trendily? Why must she assert her views and point out your silly mistakes? Is she really the one for you?To be fair to yourself and to her, take some time to reflect on your "love memory". The "love memory' contains all the reasons tt u fell in love with her right from Day One. It contains rarely accessed snippets of how your life has changed since meeting & loving her.Pre-steady days, did you heap compliments on her for the brave way she spoke her mind on bullies and snobs? You probably did. Did you like her unusual fashion sense tt makes her stand out from the crowd? Who I Want to Meet: Right. So why are you criticising or finding fault with her now that she is your girlfriend?Because you have forgotten de fundamentals of love, like so many of us. u have forgotten the reasons u admired her during the friendship phase.Instead, once you went steady, you put your "love memory" in cold storage.As her boyfriend, you take up a new set of demands and expectations abouther. These new ideas are not necessarily better; they could put your relationship at risk.The Secret Of Strong RelationshipsA healthy relationship, like learning to walk properly, follows a step-by-step development. You can't possibly become part of a couple if you aren't friends in the first place. Ok, I know some of us break the rule and plunge straight into whirlwind courtship, but how many of those couples can go de distance? So whenever your relationship hits a rocky path, don't give up without checking on your "love memory". Rediscover the reasons why you fell in love

Commission Lo~!

These are some of my Commission Photos

angel? cat?? i dunnoe whahaah 

ACPC a toast to friendship 

My Reflection

THE JOURNEY OF LEARNING TO BE A MAN, A SOLDIER AND A GENTLMAN


When I first entered bmt, life was uncertain. I didn’t know what is ahead, where I’ll be posted to after my recruit life. But 1 thing was certain; being a soldier is a serious business. When my platoon sergeant Farish taught us how to tie our dog tag, he also explained to us why there are 2 dog tags instead of 1. The reason is simple, when one dies in the battle field, one will be cut and bring back home for your family and the other will stay with the body as identification purposes. Back then I was thinking that when one day the button is pressed, I maybe there out there giving my life for my nation, my loved ones therefore being a soldier is not easy.

As I go through all the training, the idea being a soldier became clearer to me. A soldier is one who can go through anything with our buddies in other words we can go through shit together. Actually come to think of it, it was really fun back in bmt when we had our field camps. It was just like 18 year old big kids learning really how to fight, getting really dirty out there and enduring the wet weather (although my 7 days field camp it only rained the very first day). Although I was weak but I just go through the training with my best effort.

I didn’t do really well in bmt, in fact my results were poor. I don’t even think I’m in the top 30% in my platoon. So during posting I was even lazy to open my posting to see where I’m posted to, I thought I will definitely be in SISPEC training to be a specialist. It was until some sms text congratulating me upon going to OCS then I realized I’m posted to OCS. It strike a new type of fear, will I make it? I heard that people in OCS are super fit and smart, was I good enough? I worried a lot, so much so that I couldn’t sleep at night before 5th of April 2004.

The very first day in OCS we walked through the tunnel of OCS, on the sides of the tunnel were quotations on the SAF 7 core values. Those words strike me a lot, because the very first day in army I tried to abide by it though I wasn’t clear about the true meaning of these words until I came over to OCS. Then we had learning organization sessions for the first few days and during the session wing commander was giving away water bottles. One of the games we played was the thumb wrestling. Who ever wins more then 5 times in 1 minute gets the water bottle. We had fun wrestling but none of us won more then 5 times. Only 1 pair won more than 5 times and both got the water bottle. The trick is cooperate with which other, let both side win then we will have a win-win situation. For a moment I thought I had learnt everything in life. It was very enriching and meaningful session to me. We also went running around the school seeing every landmark. Oh yar, one of the most meaningful evening to me in TST was the tower run. Like I said, I was not as physically fit therefore the tower run was very very tough for me. Of course, I was one of the last few who managed to reach the top. Every step we took up the tower actually represent 1 day in OCS, the suffering we had means the tough training in OCS and the extremely nice view on the top of the tower means the sweet fruit at the end of the course. Now that I’m going to commission, I really hope to do the tower run again. Come to think of it, the tower run tells us that, no matter how weak one can be, as long as he has the mental toughness to continue, he will eventually reach the top. In OCS it is the same, the training maybe tough but don’t give up because we can go through it will the support from friends and personal determination to complete in. I am the same. I finally see myself commissioning.

Through out the course I suffered a lot. Because I was not as good I had a lot to do to catch up. Sometimes i got humiliated by instructors. The feeling was terrible, I felt like I’m the most useless person in the world. But I learnt to pick myself up from failure and continue to strive for better results. By then I really can understand what it is really meant to be a soldier. A soldier is one who can take humiliation or any shit thrown to him. What is humiliation? It is just words. What is all this mud? It just makes you dirty. All these can’t kill you. A soldier faces bullets in the battlefield not just all these humiliation, it is the bullet that kills not the words from the instructor that made you feel useless. So I got to realize that no point feeling down. Stand tall and work harder.

1 thing I learnt from Daniel Seng, it is about completing what you have started. This principle has pushed me through a lot of exercises especially during Brunei. This OCS journey is indeed a bitter sweet one for me. Fighting along the same side with my platoon, looking after each other and shedding tears.


Tribute to Wing Commander SIR:

Sir, the recent incident was a mistake made by our friend and I believe you take part of mistake as your own. Sir rest assured that you are still capable in producing outstanding officers because I myself learnt a lot from the course. Even though I hate to write journal, I had my biggest takeaway not written in the book but in my heart. Sir I hoped I’m the 2% you are proud of. Thank You Sir!


Boon Hong

sAsuke in Gunbound??? lolx 

This is my Guild in RO... they are the best man... although this is not the full team but most members are here. Know which character am i? If you are slightly more intelligent then you'll know, anyway i just give you the hind. I'm the guardian of Nature. We had Guild war every wednesday and saturday. Yesterday war was exciting, 5 mins intot the game, our castle is taken by the enemy and we tried our best to capture it back but it was too difficult as the enemy have more people and better teamwork than us. We change target and wack a castle in prontera and we got it. But last 10 min we lost the castle. we had only 5mins to capture it back. It was a lot of tension. Nevertheless the never give up spirit of our guild members fought hard and capture it back. This screenshot was actually taken because our guild leader wanted to disband the guild. After much discussion and voting, the guild is staying. My role in the guild is mainly defending. i set traps to prevent enemies from coming in. Those interest in RO pls join because it is going to be more fun soon after the patch update. Just imagine your pet can join in the fight... TOTAL CHAOS cheers

This is my favourite picture... 

Daner - Passionate Prima Donna 

Sage - One Who Pursues eternity 

Assassin - The Shadow of Death 

Monk - Lonely Ascetic 

This is a Priest 

Yo feeling a bit bored so i'm going to upload some RO pictures...lolx