Brand New Start?

Sometimes when you set your mind to do something, you'll see things or hear things that will shake your determination. How weird can it be? In my last entry i was saying i will give her up but as i took a walk in town what i saw along the way were things that shake my grounds. "Success is never Ending and Failure is never Final". Guys, how any suggestion?

I prayed to GOD before i sleep last night. i gave thanks to lord for giving a chance to get into OCS, passing my SOC and my JCC and finally commissioned safely on the parade square. I gave thanks to lord for the friends i made along the way, for the best wing commander i met and the people who helped me along the way, pulling me and encouraging me. Thanks for never giving up on me. I gave thanks to such a nice family i have. I prayed also for all my family members, friends,mentor,instructors and superiors i have. I prayed specially for a few other people who are important in my life (no need to say, my family comes first). I prayed that my mentor will find a partner soon (i still think you shouldn't the 18 year old vietnam girl). I prayed for my good friend, HuiYing, thanks for being my listening ear all the time. i prayed for n******, thanks for all the things you done for me... i just realised that you have done a lot for me. haha.

Here you are
Daylight's star
Made out of miracles

Perfection
Of your own
You Alone
O so incredible

Eyes of pure
Deep azure
Quite unbelievable

The sun's daughter
You've been made
Not to fade
Quite inconceivable

GOOD DAY!